idiocy

Fucking FUCKING bureaucracies.

Today I realised that I was supposed to put a fcuking form in to centrelink (welfare here in australia) and I hadn't even thought about it because of one of the centrelink officers telling me when I called, and when I visited, even, that I didn't have to do anything until monday (second of october).

*shrug*

So I'm gonna have to take a day off work to sort this out, because I had figured my finances upon my being paid monday morning and this is now not going to happen.

Pain in the ass bitch ass BITCHES! gah. Man, these people call themselves professional? I have a mental illness and I could organise this better, and organisation is my weak point. There goes $67 or whatever my 4 hours pay is worth.

I should have been on a pension anyway. Since putting in the application to be on a pension a year has now passed and it is highly unlikely that I'm going to be 100% ready to stand on my own two feet before another year passes. The condition which I did not fulfill that excluded me was the timeline of recovery. There is no way, from the time I applied, until the time after that specified (two years) as being the minimum prognosis.

But what am I going to do? Should I appeal this decision? Problem is, where am I going to find someone they consider qualified to make that assessment and fight for that?

I'm going to have a long chat with my support people about this. I have missed a day of this transitional employment (or to be exact, will have missed) only because I had to put in a stupid form which is an excess and external requirement of which taxes my capacity to continue my process of rehabilitation.

I FUCKING HATE THESE FUCKING PEOPLE!!! fucking cunts, fucking bitch ass bureaucratic inhuman meat-robots!